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Saturday, December 27, 2008 § 1

Hello there, world! It's ben ages since I write blog, yes, I have reason: I'm in Bandung with my family. Need take a long vaca, but I think I'll be back on Monday.
What happened here:
  1. I met Amma and Avi. My chat mate from Bandung. Amma was Gigan's girlfriend, she's his ex. Gigan is Adrian's best friend. I knew Amma from chat, but then I discovered that she was Adrian's classmate. That was interesting, right? That the world is so small. Well, Indonesia is. And she is my friend's classmate, Herani is my friend from Junior High and now she goes to SMA 3 Bandung. And also Avi is Mirra's classmate too. Mirra is my friend from Adik Irma. Previous junior high before 115.
  2. Chat with Sacha Hilton yes. The great Sacha Hilton that still 18! That lives in Paris. I CHAT WITH HIM. OH MI GOD RIGHT? REALLY OH MY GOSH. He's incredibly nice. He's so welcomed. Oh my Gosh he's so nice! I really looking forward to chat with him.
  3. I nail polished my nail with red, blood red. I bought it from Face shop. Yes, not Facebook.

Oh yes, I met Adrien when I went to PVJ with Amma and Avi. He asked if I want to come with him to Tizi with his parents--whom my uncle and aunt--but I said no, I don't want to ruin family night; he was with his friends and he wanted to picked his girlfriends, yes, Caca.

I know it's no use blog. I just c an't help it to write on the blog
Loves, bad hair day, red blood nail polish

If I have a Big Closet Full of

Sunday, December 21, 2008 § 1

Winter by DillaF
This is what would I wear for winter in UK (as if)

IDK by DillaF
IDK about this

Dinner at Granny's by DillaF
Dinner at Granny's

that's all folks. sorry for the inconvenience <3



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So, no one told you life was gonna be this way.
Your Job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear.
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.
But -

I'll be there for you ... when the rain starts to fall.
I'll be there for you ... like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you ... cause you're there for me, too.

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far everything is great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these.
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.
That -

I'll be there for you ... when the rain starts to fall.
I'll be there for you ... like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you ... cause you're there for me, too.
(The Rembrandts - I'll Be There For You, FRIENDS Theme)
Yousee... how much I love my fwends. They always help me when I'm down and theyre there when I laugh. I love my friends, but sometime they just, like, "hey, we WERE your friends so get the hell out of my face." and I was like,... what? Oh okay. And they acted, like, we just knew each other, like I was stranger; it was long story though, all of my friends arent like that anymore.
What happened today was... I went to Sency with my friend, Gisa, she was my EF friend, but because I don't go to EF anymore, she's just my regular plain friend. Well, we're close but not as close as my classmate. But we're mate :)
We watched Transporter. Ive watched it before wiff Eleny, Wayday and Centa on Friday, so I'm already aware which scene and sequence that scary or just, like, make your heart jump. But I just love watching movies,
I've watched so far:
1. Twilight : twice
2. The Transporter 3 : twice
3. The Day The Earth Stood Still : once
4. The Other Boleyn Girl : none, planning on

Any ideas for good movies, guys? and kiss and makeups

Facebook In Reality

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 § 0

I found this on Konrad. Funny :)

Oh Dear...

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How much I miss HOLIDAYS and my friends.........

Blood in Rose

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I really like the title. I don't know why. I found the title while searching for my blog template; the title was for a layout that quite... sad. I don't know why, the first thing that caught my eyes was the background. The background was a photo that photographed branches of tress, but the branches was red, blood red...

Anyway I search cool things called typography on : I can read and yes I'm a geek and Stefan Bruggemann and kari-shma  and RADARD  I love all of them. And I register Tumblr, too. I don't know why since I was child, I always love photography, art and design and creating something. That's why I encourage myself to study harder so I can study at ITB. ITB is one of the finest art and technology uni in Indonesia. And I hope, I can go and study there.

I've been there, ITB I mean, once. I went there with SSC. It was a goodbye-trip. It was this year. May I think. We went there with a big bus. I sat with Kina. At first she didn't sure if she wants to go to ITB with us or go to Dufan with the rest of her class, she insisted to go to Dufan, but her father said that it was no good to go to Dufan so she eventually go to ITB with me. More story on my myspace blog. Oh wow, I haven't check my myspace since... I don't know a week ago? Oh well.

You know one thing in trust that I hate the most? Is feeling betrayed. I hate betrayal. Being betrayed, trust me, is one of the single most annoying thing in your life. Somebody betrayed me. Thrice or more. And I don't think it's okay, it's far from okay. Feeling betrayed is, like, nobody trust you. Nobody understand you and nobody give a **** about you. Nobody cares. It feels like... everything is okay but you. Some things cannot be explained. So... yeah, I wish all of you can just like once feels a teeny tiny bit, just like a little, feeling being betrayed. Betrayed is not one of the things that we can handle, well, I can't so... yeah. I'm a bit sad.

Just like Konrad said:
Life is a bitch
Love will tear us apart
Youre so f***ed up



Tuesday, December 16, 2008 § 0

Yesterday, Rara, Betary and I went to PIM. We planned it since like hm, the day before, we were planning to go to Pasar Pagi or Pasar Baru but neither of us know where the place is so we went to PIM instead.
The day before, Rara went to my house and she sleepover at my house, we were laughing, websurfing, eating pizzas and pastas, love talk and reading minds and things. We slept at 4 am and woke up at 11 am and we thought that why not we go somewhere, well, we did.
We decided to go to PIM, then Rara got picked up by her father at 12 something. Then I took a shower and get ready then I went to Betary's house to picked them both. Then we went straight to PIM.

At pim we decided to watch movie:

the movie was ahmazing, you guys should watch it!
It was about saving the earth. All of these time we know that the Earth is dying, and if the Earth dies, so do we, right? So the alien (who played by the handsome Keanu Reeves) came into the Earth and tried to "confront" and "talk" to human. He came with this big humongous sphere and he has big giant black one-eyed robot. Keanu's character can do things, like manipulate electricity, bringing people from dead and other incredible things. When the sphere landed, the first person he met was siapaitunamanyacewekbentarguecheckdulu Jennifer Connelly. She was a astrobiologist (scientist that studies organism outside planet earth), she was recruited by her friend to studies the sphere, at first they thought that the sphere was not a sphere-shaped, but like asteroid-shaped or something and they also thought that the sphere was fire-covered, but no, it wasn't.
The conclusion was: SAFE THE EARTH, bahkan alien aja marah soalnya kita ngerusak bumi terus-terusan, alien sampe bikin conclusion di McDonald's pinggir jalan supaya ngehancurin bumi. Oui, Keanu and thechinesseguyfrombalssoffury decided in a McDonald's restaurant to destroy human race and all of it's things.
How? By using somekind of teeny tiny bugs that can eat all of things but not grass, trees or living things on Earth, by human as the exception.
There was a professor that said and I quoted (lupa apa yg benernya) "Manusia itu baru menyadari sesuatu ketika udah ada di tepi kehancuran" it was so much better when the professor and Keanu says it. And well, the ending was Keanu saves the human race and he came to his original planet.

Overall I just love the movie, and I'm in love with it more than I'm in love with Twilight. I'm freak about Twilight, but I care about Earth more than I want to be a vampire. And I wish to God to make Earth better more than I wish I was vampire. I need Earth more than I need vampire, well I need God too.

yesterday I bought THE CIRCUS. TAKE THAT NEWEST CD :) I was so happy about it. And also I saw Arifin Putra for the second time, he wore a green t, he was alone <3

The Circus, enviousness, imdb, Pink Floyd and Lollipop Bubblegum,

PS: why am I envy and jealous at people lately? Oh God, why?

Saturday Night Feeling Bright

Saturday, December 13, 2008 § 2

Hello there, monsieur, mademoiselle and madame. this is your pretty writer writing the blog. I can asure you that I don't have nothing to write. Oh okay lets just recap what I did today;
What I did today was.....
  1. I woke up at 8 am and I went straight to the kitchen and asked my maid to make some breakfast and I ate breakfast; my mum asked me to accompany her to the saloon, well, I said "OK, it's been awhile since I pampered myself," I thought, at first, we were going to my mum's friend's saloon nearby, but she said "Oh, no, we're going to Ambasador, I want to do something with my laptop,"; at first I was, like, oh okay, I do really want to go to Ambasador but I'm so lazy, so on third and fourth thought I said to myself "it's okay, just go, it's been very long time since I pamper and relax, so go on it's okay" then I decided yes I want to go, besides I can shop some things there, too
  2. Pampered myself, I love blows, it made my hair flow flawlessly
  3. Buy some tye die shirts and bali shirt and some necklaces, a ring and bangles, quite nice and... cost me quite... much
  4. Help my mum in her boutique in Kemang, did I mention she has one? Yes she does. She has one boutique in Kemang, sells clothes for older women, women at her age.
  5. Bought many dvds(I assure you it's pirated one)! 90210 series, The Clique (I'm oh so happy when I found the movie), How To Lose Friends and Alienate People (Handsome Simon Pegg!), My Best Friend's Girlfriend, Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, Center Stage, Sisterhood of Traveling Pants 2 (many howtie guy there! Like Tom Wisdom, the one who played in 300), The Edge of Love, Angus, Thongs and perfect Snogging, Wild Child, BIG STAN (ADA YANG JADI JASPER DI TWILIGHT! HE'S HAWTIE)
  6. Watched Sisterhood of Traveling Pants and Big Stan, five stars for them all :)
  7. Missed tatra :(
Hm, what else? I don't know. The best part of today is 1-6, I'm still pretty bad about not go to Tatra, can anyone give me some help? Likeeee "Feeling Less Guilty for Dummies"? Um, whatelse? I don't have fully enough to say about today, it was just perfect. Hm, IDK.
Oh wait, a restaurant (well, I can't actually called it restaurant, because the shop was just like 2 x 5 metres long not really that big I think) made me pissed! They said I haven't pay the bill, but my maid already paid it, she got the bill and they said, "Oh, youre confused with the bill darling, you are short by 21rupiahs" and I was paid it and ran away WITHOUT say thank you. Am I being rough? Well, I don't think so because they had problems with math I think, lol :p

Ohyeah I still confused about what kind of phone that I want, iPhone or Xperia or 5800, any ideas anyone? The thing with iPhone is I can't make some random songs to be my ringtone, the thing about Xperia: too expensive cost me $1050 or less I don't know how much $ right now, the thing about 5800: nothing, but the competition makes me want to buy other phone. I'm stuck in confusing. Oh okay, I'm not that rich, my dad happens to work at this network company so he "usually" got some phone, but I don't know about Xperia, but for iPhone and 5800 and Blackberry I still can "steal" some.

Relationship: always dreaming about something that impossible" sigh....... I am, still thinking about Twilight... and wondering if I was Bella Swan and I have a vampire guy like Edward Cullen......... imposible? Oui. No need to questioning about it, nothing is impossible, but having a vampire guy? Yes, it is impossible. I don't think so. Oh wait, talking about vampire, I remember my teacher (Mr. Acep) said, "Oh, so do you want to bite by vampire, then?" and I was laughing and said, "If he handsome, I'll do it," HEYAIYALAH TOLONG YA PLIS KALO KAYAK EDWARD GUE MAH RELA, eh engga sih, mending sm yg normal aja, but as sweet as protective as cool as handsome as almost perfect as Edward Cullen... Can I keep you?

Movie marathon, Melee, BOYCE AVENUE, Alejandro Manzano, Tom Wisdom, hot chocolate, sleepy eyes,


Friday, December 12, 2008 § 2

Gosh, who are those undoubtedly amazing people? Twilight I mean. I really love the casts, they pictured and reflected the characters perfectly, God! And Fiya absolutely right, the Cullen's house is incredibly... cool, calm and I'd love to live there with the Cullens as my family... but I love my real ones better than the Cullens;
I googled the Cullens, then I found out that there's bunch of people that they want to change the cast! Well, not really I don't know but they named the actors and actresses with the Cullens names, like Jesse Spencer is the one who should be Carlisle, hell no way, I don't want the cast change in New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, theyre already perfect!
I'm questioning why I like Carlisle, I mean... he's too old, well, actually he's younger than Mark, but... I likey Carlisle more than I like..... Emmett, he's fine but, I likey Carlisle better, hm.

What happen today?
We watched movies, like from the moment the bell rang for the first time until Friday pray for men, then we went to Nacil's house, well, nobody ask us, just Mr Acep, he just asking some things, and he was the one that say that we don't have any lesson today so it's better to cut off the school and so we did. Yesterday the plan was after school we go to Sushi Tei at Plaza Senayan, BUT nobody showed up, only Nacil, Lintang, Ifi and I, so... we changed the plan and went to Nacil's house with Bajaj. When I got to Nacil's house, I was there for just like one until one and half hour, not really long like I always did. Then I got home and slept until 6 pm, I was so tired. It's 9 pm now... hm... I think I'll sleep late.
Googleing the Cullen and listening to Decode makes me want to watch Twilight.

Um, why do I always get stress these days? Since... I don't know. And my tummy always aching like something bad would happen or nervous. And I always so tired. What is happening to me? Crazy some says. I will learn to survive...

Man, what a life?

love ,lure, webcams with Gisa, hugs from my love ones, handsome guy at FFI, screaming and shouting with Gisa, Keds shoes, lotte gums, milkita and envious and the love ones,


Love and Lures

Thursday, December 11, 2008 § 0

I'm in love with my own class; my friends are inappropriately cool and also theyre very incredibly awesome and affectionally handsome and mysteriously pretty and everything I've always wanted to. NOT that I hate my junior classes, but I really think that my present class is really typeof class that meshed well together, unlike my old ones, when I was a junior, I always thought that there were many groups or cliques so we're not really joined and chemically bonded together, lol.

I love them lately:
  • Maximillion Drake Telliot. He's the one that the co-star at Nancy Drew (Emma Roberts) and Catch That Kid (Kristen Stewart, a.k.a. Isabella Swan)
  • Lollipop colored sneakers and nikes
  • Steven Strait, I think he shouldbe Kristen's boyfriend, Idk why they just match
  • Karl Urban, co-stars at: The Chronicles of Riddick, Ghost Ship, Doom;and Pathfinder oh oh and Lord of The Rings and the Bourne Supremacy, but I haven't watch the last one yet
  • Nancy Drew's dresses, clothes, jackets
  • Rachael Leigh Cook's brunette hair, one word: AH-MAZING!
  • Ankle boots
  • Hanging out with my crazy insane classmates
  • Order food with my classmates
  • Break rules with my classmates and icmates
  • Taking crazy pictures
  • Wearing sweat shirts
  • Listening to Sting's songs :3
  • Twilight madness
  • Vacation
  • Bandung at rainy days
  • Lemony Snickets
Whatever remains the day, I'll always regretting never meet you..........
I didn't know what to write so I wrote that, what does it mean?

I'm listening to: MJB, I'm wearing: dress, My mood: swinging, I'm: blogging, fbing, fsing, googleing, messengering
I'm so bored, more pictures later ;)


Twilight Fever

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 § 1

Now, instead of real fever, I got Twilight fever. No no, not because I'm one of those people that has late love to Twilight, I was in love with the book since the translated book sold in Gramedia and I was so amazed by the book, but I thought that I haven't finish the last book so I don't want to buy another one, then it happens till now, yes, I haven't read Twilight book, just the beginning; for New Moon, too, but I reaaaaaaally want to read it, hm, buy me one pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :]

I wish I have a vampire-guy like that :] But I want Edward not Robert. I mean, Robert is a REAL guy, but somehow... I love Edward better than Rob and theyre just two different people, just like V and Hugo Weaving if I have a guy like Edward, I'll be, like, freak out; I'm not the one that plays it cool like Bella, I would be like screaming and shouting having a guy like Edward... but I think he'll freak out and leave me lol :p

I miss my gold air and my sparkle in the sky....... my hometown, my getaway vacation... I miss Bandung, all of the sudden I felt that I'll be... not more safe, not better, just... more peaceful; I'm imaging myself at an apartment, the rain falls but the sky is clear, not really that dark; and magazines, drama novels, acoustic songs, soap operas and dvds accompany me...
With cupcakes and hot chocolate with baby marshmallows...
I miss the gold air... but I miss my blue sky too..........

Um, I'm listening to Twilight soundtracks, God theyre good, and Rob's voice is incredibly cool and his voice reminds me of Tracy Chapman somehow, although I know that she is a she and he is a he but hm... idk...

Love, despite, CDs and handsome vampire,


Monday, December 8, 2008 § 0

I hate mylife lately,

Dear Earth,

Thursday, November 27, 2008 § 0

Hello Earth, this is Sun, one of your neighborhood. I'm dying right now. I need all of your humans to help me survive. I may have a chance to live
Love your biggest source of light

I just watched Sunshine. Gosh the movie is pretty sad. One of the saddest sci-fi movie ever. I don't know why but I just think the movie was too sad. I just have no idea if the Sun dies. And if one of the scientist and the astronauts is my husband or son or grandson...
It's the greatest "We love Earth and Sun" movie. In additional there's Cillian Murphy (read: Kill-ian Murphy. Yes not Cill-ian) he's hotter than hot! I always like him since them movie Red Eye starring him and Rachel Mcadams (Mean Girls). Oh Gosh, he's already married and yes he's 30something and he got two sons! He came from Ireland. Yes. The Ireland. Gosh I love Ireland and England, and Scotland too. I always love European actresses, actors, artist, musicians. God! I LOVE YOU UK.

I don't know why I always love guy who wears jacket or cardigan but still manage to look cool and calm :3
I saw this movie on HBO earlier today, about the medicine or something. In UK, we don't have to pay for doctor, and instead of paying them, they pay for us, well in a hospital it is, I don't know about another hospital, but they said all of the hospital are free-pay. They only have to pay the medicine and they charged it only 6.65 pounds no matter how many you buy it, even 1,000! Gosh I love UK <3

Tomorrow is the end of the test. I'm oh-so glad about it. If you ask about biology it's no greater than good. I'm oh-so happy about tomorrow. Yes, after test we are going to the mall, me and my international classmates! I'm so waiting for it <3
I'm still a bit sad about the earth and Sun. Also about the fact that we're not going to rule the universe forever... and also the fact that when we go to Heaven (amin) we're going to live forever...
In earth term, forever means great, but in heaven... we have no place to go anymore, we'd already completed our task to go to Heaven. I do think that Heaven is cooler than cool and greater than great place. but... do we have another must-to-do tasks there? But, I want to go to Heaven so badly, more than anything. If you ask, well... heaven is the most wanted where-to-go in my list. Amin amin amin masuk surga.
Gtg, I'm tired and need some sleep :)

Dilla Fedriany is in a relationship with... [your guy's name]

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 § 0

Many of my friends using that sentence in their fb. I read most of my friend using that sentence in the box below the pic. I was like....... does a relationship a trend right now? If it is I should be someone's girlfriend! Lol, not really. I mean... Is it that amazing having a boyfriend and the world knows all about it? Me and betary quite agreed that it's not the latest trend.
gtg, I'm dying for learning biology, not really though, MERCI MONSIEUR ACEP


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For you, I'll make you the greatest song in the world <3

'Can't you see, my dearest? Everything that I do is what for you, everything I do just for only you?'
'What for you then?'
'For me is just your pure heart soul and that will be enough for the rest of our life'
'I'm requesting for your only love...,
may I have it?'
'I'm sorry monsieur...'
'Of course mademoiselle, I understand perfectly.'
(Smile) 'You're misunderstanding oh dear Van Woosen, I'm not engaged with anyone'
'In that case... shall we marry?
I love you more than this guitar
More than pages of music notes that I've found in this world
I believe, forever, I'll be yours...'
'Shall we? Oh time will tell'

Hot N' Cold

Sunday, November 23, 2008 § 0

Hey there! I just got home from my visit to Lintang's house wiff Nacil, Reja, Dini, Emir and Centa. We went got into her house like at 1230 and we were like busting into her howse like crazy. Nacil turned on the tivo so that she can watches indovision, I'm telling you guys, don't make fun on people, theywill make fun of you later... like somebody that they made fun, that somebody will make fun of you too.,
We ordered Mcds and we eat alot of it, well I think I was :) we learned Chemistry, Gosh I do not mean that I hate chemistry but I just don't understand chemistry. I know chemistry used for making things in our everyday lives but........ I don't understand how to use it lol

Eh Ma Gawd, I just hate famous wannabes. They look like famous but they act like wannabes! They used the "it" clothes but they acts like last year! I like people who got different personality better than famous wannabes. I dont consider myself as a famous person but... I just... Urgh :(

hate and love,

My "NEW Cam"

Saturday, November 22, 2008 § 0

Hello there pretty world :) yeah I am indeeeeedly done for my complaining. There's a good news, however. My Dad has the rare (not pretty rare I guess) Nikon F-801s! They say Nikon F-801s is a great manual camera. I have to understand how to use it. It's a cool one. I don't understand the instruction manual. But I have to understand it, I mean, I don't have any SLR and my Mum doesn't care about it, she doesn't even care about my passion for lomo! Enough bluberring, busy. Post some things later

Friday, November 21, 2008 § 0

She was no write
She was no poet
She was no guitar
Nor piano that singing aloud

She was not broken bone
She was not broken home
She was not broken one
Nor she was the diamond

She was the underground
She was the underside
She was the shadow
She was the grey

She never get any phone call
Nor she get text
Nor she get IM
Nor she get e-mail

She never beg to anyone
Not even to her own siblings
Nor her own best friends
Nor even her parent

She was not different from anyone
She was not same with anyone
She was not someone
She was not anyone

She dare to be different
She dare to be same
She dare to be both
She dare to be hurt

Who was she
What does she look likes
Was she cursed
Was she sad

She witness everything
She keep everything
She lock everything
She shuts everything

Is she worth it
She dare to asked
Does not she enough
She kept asking

She said
I was I could
Be as cool
As them

Don't even think who see is. She was nobody. Not the rich. Nor the famous.

Dared to be free

Late wake up

Saturday, November 15, 2008 § 0

Hello there, Yeti! I'm shocked! I woke up at........... Ill let you guess! Non 6. Nor 10. Well I woke up at 1 pm. I know its VERY LATE. What can I say? Since friday last week, I stayed up late until like about 1 pm, then yesterday I stayed up until 4 am. Very extremely, huh? Oui. I heard adzan.
Enough about my extremely late sleep, lets talk about where i am right now.
Where I am is I'm at my dads car, sitting, a bit sleepy. Who with me is Betary, Nadhif& hisnurse and my Dad. Where are we going is Pim. What happening is rain starts to fall (Gosh, I love to see rain when using Jeep, all seems very.... small, yet fragile, but sad and... calmy; I just love it). What am I doing is trying to stay awake, I'm awfully sleepy.

I saw this couple. I think they drove motorcycle instead of car. It was raining and it still is. They were stood under the telephone booth to protect themself. The guy was in front of the girl, he was crossing his hand in front of the booth. I can imagine what he said to her.........
Her: Oh my God. Its heavy rain, love
Him: Lets safe ourself under the telephone booth!
Her: The raindrops still can touching me (puppy face)
Him: Okay, let me stand in the front, I'll protect you!
Her: oh, thank you my dear.

It was so romantic, but imagine the telephone booth was red. The guy had brunette hair with green eyes and the girl had brunette hair, too with hazelnut color eyes. Replace the usual motorbike wiff harley davidson. And you get...... romantic 50's UK movie
or Germany

Oh Gosh. Its raining and Im listening to Love of My Life. Estatic? Incredibly charming!

Dooodles and Freddy Mccury(bener gasih?)

Nacil's Birpbday Party

Friday, November 14, 2008 § 0

Today is one of our lovely and my closest friend's party and she threw her party out in Pacific Place. Today was a TOTAL BLAST!
  1. We were shoo-ed by our school be-cause the school was floating and the water is getting higher and higher so they told us to go home. But I didn't. I went to Nacil's home instead. Why? Because my driver was stuck in Kemang wiff my brother and he got to pick him up at 12 o'clock. I went to Nacil's wiff herself, Lintang, Dini, Karin and Riri. We were talking-talking and talking so much about each other and Nacil's friends. It was toh-tally fun. Then we went to Quickly first. We thought that we wanted to pick Ifi first but she said that "its alright I go to yer house wiff Audi" and we were presto to Nacil's house.
  2. There was something interesting though! I just got the news that GAWE is FATHIA'S boyfriend. SHOCK HUH? that was one news! Gawe, fathia and I were classmates back when we was at 8 grade. I thought that Gawe was already in love wiff someone else, so does Fathia. Fathia wasn't one of us that looked like she was in love wiff someone. But she did. EhmaGawd that's so extreme neeeews. Gosh!
  3. We only got 4 hours of learning time. Only Andrew, oui THE HOT NICHOLAS CAGE-LOOKALIKE native speaker and Mr. Acil. Although Mr.Acil teaches physics but it was cool you know, we were doing the project and we got up in front. It was very cwwwol :------)
  4. I saw SEBASTIEN TELLIER'S CD. Oh moi Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd. THE SEXUAL SPORTWEAR.ADUH GUE MAU BANGET. Eh magawd I really want it so bad. IMEAN.... SEBASTIEN TELLIER! GOSH! HE'S FROM FRANCE :''''''''''''''(
Eh Magawd it was coool day Oh God I really want to BUY IT SO MUCH SO BAD :'''''''''(

We watched Quantum of Solance, not a really great movie I guess
Okay, there was no other small pic that I can upload in here, so sorry if the pic are really so freakishly big :-)
I prefer the first one, I mean the first James Bond movie that starring Daniel Craig, the Casino Royale one. It was much more awesome than this one. This movie was pointless. I do like the action sequences and the fighting sequences, but... it was nothing than Casino Royale. Casino Royale was.... much more......... exciting. Hm... IT DOESNT MEAN THAT IT WAS THE WORST MOVIE EVER. It's just that....... hm, not as good as other 007 movies.

Lov, lux, lax and ankle boots AND NEW SEBASTIEN TELLIER CD

Happy Fahreakin Burbday Nacil Vengeance

Thursday, November 13, 2008 § 1

Just like what ive been told you yesterday, today is one of moi cehlostes fwend's burpday. Shes fourteen today, oui, she was born in 94, just like moi. Her name is Nadia Hanani Wicaksono Vengeance. Lol shes in lure wiff him.
If youre asking where I am right now, I'm in my school. I'm watching animal camera. Oui. So freaking kowl. I WANT OWL :] and white tiger and black cat and hamster and big black dragon and hufflepuff (sorry hp lovers idk how to write the name :]) and 3 blue, yellow, white teeny tiny tweety-like bird and flamingo and yellow colored toxic frog.
I know its too much but well, animal sometimes can be very kowl. And yes its not my birpday its my fwend's birpday.
Many good things happened so far, well to me its not really.
Eh ma Gawd imsotired iwant to sleep.

Lure and ankle boots


Wednesday, November 12, 2008 § 0

I hate studying. I know I know I've already said it like gazillion times before, but really I never get tired of being bored at studying. Or maybe because I'm veeeery sleepy right now so I don't learn well. Hm, Idk. I just like so tired and my head is very full and I'm like so stuck. what is studying anyway? Studying is exploring right? Studying is learning. Studying is getting to know things. And trust me, it ain't easy. How do people outside Indonesia can live this way? Because they have the place for research,like libraries or things, WE ARE VERY LACK OF IT. We dont have nice research place, study place, I know you might think that I'm very, um, not naive, munafik... um yeah I think so, I still think that we should have a good study place. We do have national Library, but does it covers everything that we search?
I don't think so. Indonesian people are smarts, but are they have many knowledge or are they good researcher? I don't have many knowledge nor am I a good researcher. I'm very poor at both. But pray for me to get better, amin.

Tomorrow is Nacil's 14th birthday. Oui, she's 13 years old right now. Nacil is the acronym of Nadia Cilik, or Kecil? I don't know. I don't think she is that petite. She's still 13 years old! When I was 13 I wasn't this big. Well, I was fat but I wasn't tall. And you know.... being petite isn't that bad at all. From all I know, guys love petite or small woman, guys love to protect someone who more petite than they are. And girls like meself,,, well guys sometimes prefer petite woman than big girl like me, well, God bless people like me :') you do understand what am I saying do you? Oui, good =)

Things that happened today was:
  1. We watched Stardust together at my class. It was so cool! We sneaked on p.e. time so we can watch the movie, lol. That was one guilty pleasure isn't it?
  2. Then we watched "Sins" about guilty pleasures and things but still related to the scientific things (we watched it when Mr. Acep's hour)
  3. Everybody is perfect. I don't have anything to say about this but it's the fact, so... oh yeah I got something to say, not perfect in every way but perfect is someway, because you know there's no such thing as perfect person. if youre too perfect sometimes we get boring too aren't us?
  4. I adooooore ankle boots, me and nacil are planning to buy them at sat, but I just tohtally confuse about the schedule! Betary asked me to company her to this music band thing, but Inter A asked me to go to the Tarki's pensi, but Nacil asked me to go to ankle boots hunting. Where should I go? I already promised to betary to go wiff her. Um, Idk
Nothing else from moi, I'm tired and want to sleep and I'm tired and I want to sleep and I'm tired and I want to sleep and I'm tired and... urgh, it never ends isn't it?

Luxurious, Ankle boots and cherry
Lala <3

PS: call me Lala from now on. I prefer that way, Dilla is too boring, Dilute is way too common, hm, Lala is better =) Guess what when I write this, the song changed into La La La by The Bird and The Bee. Isn't that my everyday thing?
PPS: pray for me for Take That's Extravaganza, I really want to win

Late Night Calls

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 § 0

Still remember about it? Late night calls? Late night texts. Late night ims. I know it's so long ago, but.... idk.
Um, its 12 am now, I can't get meself into bed. Maybe five min from now. Ok. Um, I just changed my blog. Does it look nice on you? I think so :---) now I know how to change the layout ;)

Um, thats all folks, just intermezzo. Oh oh I also changed my friendster :--)

Fall outers and pink shades <3>

Little lotus

Sunday, November 9, 2008 § 0

Hello there, waterland! How are you? I'm fine just a bit tired. And lazy. Yeah, last night I went to bed at like 12.15 am and my head was spinning. Non, I wasn't drunk. I was too tired. I went home at about 10 and my mother was talking with her brother, who's my uncle, and with his wife. They were laughing. Then my mother said "Teh itu ajak Luna maen", Luna is my little cousin, she's only 3 years old. Here's the picture of her

This pic taken like about I don't know so long ago maybe. She's cute. She's incredibly white, pink-white. She loooooves dress, she said she would look like barbie if she wearing a dress. Well she is. She likes to play with her doll, something that I don't really like, you know barbie can be scary for me, or any doll and human-like doll, I prefer stuffed animal, because it's cheaper and verrry hugable and cozy :-----)

Okay.... I'm a bit blank. I'm blogwalking right now. I saw maaaany beautiful blog. Their words are some work of art. Their pictures are hell of a story. Can I be just like them? Can I be as pretty as they are? Can I be as cool as they are? I don't know. Maybe time will tell eventually. But does it tell that I will... as everything as they are? Will it?
Ahh... world. I'm still clinging for my own life. I'm bored. I want to end this life. Sometimes, though. Sometimes I even ask Why oh why God... why do I have to live? But then I remember, I should have thank to God for the opportunity to be alive, to have a great parents, nice house, cool brother. But... we human has the feeling that they cant have enough for everything.
I'm sick of my life lately. I'm sick of everything inside of me. Everybody is lying. Everybody is laughing at me. And nobody cares. Nobody would treat me like a princess. Nobody would treat me like a diamond. Nobody would love me. Well yeah God love me soooo mucho but, I'm talking about human here. I don't even think that God love me that much. And I don't think nobody would special me. I'm nobody's special person. They treat me differently.
Especially for my mum. They lure my mum. My mum is like one of the most special and unique people among thousands millions of people. My mum is someone special. For everyone. Everybody loves my mum. They love them more than they love me... I know. I know. I should be grateful for having such a cool mum like that. But........ it's different if you were me. You will be treated differently. My family loves her more than they love me. They love me because they love my mother. No, it's not sad. It's... fine. I'm fine. I always treated differently since I was a kid. So it's awkay really. I don't begging you for helping me. I'm teenage. I do handle myself. I'll be calling you if I need any help.

If you had ever, even just a little feeling that you hate, uh not hate just jealous at yer mum. You know how I feel. I don't hate her. I'm just jealous. But who am I compare to her? She's a great woman. Everyone loves her. She always be the centre of the attention. It's not that I want to be like her. It's just... I wanted her to feel if she's me. Being the shadow. Being the nobody. I don't need a year, or even a day. I just need a moment. So she can feel how I feel being the nobody, being the forgotten, being the "who is she?", being her daughter. For she being the not centre of the attention. Just a moment. Or maybe even just a single hour where our family get together. I don't wish for it to be happen. I just wondered.
She once the forgotten. Now it's my turn. Maybe this thing will last forever. Maybe this thing will last until I die. I don't know. I don't wish I would be like her, nor she would be like me. Nor I would wish I could turned into 18. I just wish that I would be fine. I could live the normal life like my friends. They never ever compared wif their mum.
Enough complaining.
Hey, I want these:
  1. Take That's New Album: The Circus. Their new song is Greatest Day. Gary sang most of the song but that's okay, Mark look such a hottie on the video. You Tube click it's their new video.
  2. Take That's Concert in UK. Next year theyre going to have concerts in Europe! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE THEM. Please pray for me that I'll go to UK or they go to Spore so I can watch them <3<3<3
  3. Europe Tour. UK, Switzerland, GERMANY, Italy, France ah, Europe...
  4. Macau, Yes, Ive been to HKG and China but never been to Macau, a pity isn't it?
  5. Watching Circus. Yes, Take That's newest album makes me want to watch them. It must be nice watch Circus. Theyve been here once, 4 years ago so I really want to see them ;--)
Blah. Enough for today. I want to eat moi sushi <3<3<3

Endless love,

Saturday, November 8, 2008 § 0

Hello mate how are you?
I know the last post was tohtally different from the picture that I upload, hm, no reason, just random thing. I didn't have much thing to do, so I browse up things, including cupcake and things so yeah...
Um, tonight is Sat night, I don't have any plans to go out hanging wif my fwends in PIM or Kemang but, I'm going to my friend's birthday party, her name is Novi, she's 15 on November 5th but her party is today, woof woof I'm waiting for it. She's one of the most mi closest friends at middle school, it's cool to see her wif my other middle school friends; well, she also invite her fwends that mostly I don't know, but it's cool you know.... see yer fwends since five months is a blessing.

Oh oh one other thing! I really am sad today that I can't compete to win Mtv Money Can't Buy, because I'm only 14, the requirement is I have to be 18, so.... yeah, I CAN'T COMPETE. What makes me sad is, it will be one of the coolest thing that ever happened to me. Oh deeeeeeeeear. Help? Can I be 18 for just three days? Then I'll be 14 again, I promise I wont be bad.
a. My native teacher is not Mark anymore. Oui. The Mark. MARK DREWS. The one that from Manchester. Si. The one from England, UK. The one that speaks with Manchester accent :''''''( he's gone now. Because of my seniors. They said they hate him. He looks like Vampire. Vampire? He's nice. Well, he's british if you notice. Some of the British are not good-looking. It's sad you know... he's nice.
But the good-hell-to-the-yes news is the replacement is Andrew. He came form Canada (yeaaay Canada!) he's VERY NICE, VERY ATTRACTIVE, VERY FUNNY, VERY HYPERACTIVE. He's handsome, kinda look like Nicholas Cage but younger. He's only 31! He's the husband of Celine, yes, the nice Celine. They've been married for 5 years. When he said that he's her husband we screamed "Aaaaaaaaaw" and he was acting like a child, lol, hes one cute Canadian guy. AND HE SPEAKS FRENCH SO NICELY. Eh ma Gawd. Also he traveled all over the world; he's nice <3
b. Take That is going to release their new album called The Circus. I just can't wait to buy it. And yes. The Mtv Money Can't Buy is for the Take That Extravaganza. I can be THEIR producer for one day in FRANCE. I can meet THEM and I can talk with them for one day. I REALLY WANT IT SO BAD. But just like I said. I'm still 14. Oh Dear
c. I don't have any senors right now. Um, I don't know, just like Eleny said yesterday "Kenapa ya kalo sma kita ngeliat cowo ganteng tuh biasa aja waktu smp aja cowo ganteng tuh kayanya diagungagungin, tapi sekarang tuh biasa aja, kenapa ya?" Well, I don't have the answer for that but, she's right. I don't have feelings for hot guy anymore. They are gone now. Although they are soooooo freaking hot and ih-resistable but I still don't like them, just adore.
Aaaaand so much things that I want to write. But I have to get ready now. Finding the right outfits taking ages for me, so... ttyl

Perfume and High Heels
Dilute sugar solution

Thursday, October 16, 2008 § 0

help me ;)

One thing for sure

Sunday, September 21, 2008 § 0

Okay one thing for sure! I need getaway vacation so much badly I need it so much, I mean... all of my friends already got their holiday, but moi? I still have to go to school and do some stuff, yes, test, oh God! And yes, I don't like to go to school in these days, no not the person, not the teacher, not the subjects, but someway, I feel insecure being in school lately.

I don't know how, I don't know why, I just... I don't know... I want to go to Bandung berry much so badly, yes yes, I want to go outside Jakarta very badly, non, I want to go to Bandung very badly, I want to taste HOLIDAY. Well, how long does it takes to get to Bandung? Ah well, my mum doesn't want to go Bandung just yet. Why? I don't know, I mean, I NEED HOLIDAY AND GETAWAY VACATION! My mum seems doesn't understand and doesn't want to go home, urgh, I want to go to Bandung and God please do I want to go to Bandung now! Now! Noooow! Why things happens so fast but when I do need one, I mean... when I don't want things have an end, it always is, but when I don't need them, it's, like, forever to get done with, o deeeeeear! My life is all the way around, up is down and down is somewhere else.

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