Rufus, Totally Rufus!

I need. I really really need... shopping. Shopping things can refresh mind, but... blah, fvck it, I don't have any mood right now. Music helps, but just a teeny tiny bit. Blog helps, but nothing changed. Movies helped, but it went away easily. I haven't try to Design things, because... I'm in a bore, inspiration comes more easily when we are in a mood. But I'm not. Food helps, but not that much. "He" is nowhere to be found so I guess he's not helping. I don't know why mood messing up with me lately. Yesterday was a bitch, I hope today's not, but today hasn't been a good one yet, so what should I do?

Any idea to brighten your day? (Blah who I am talking/fooling to?) . And I also have this problems that haven't fixed out by its own yet. It's a pain in the ass knowing that you can't smile or laugh. I did laugh maybe earlier today, but I forgot when and why. Oh I'm going to eat all of my pizza and my spaghetti while watching good movie, but I don't have any new movie lately. GOSH.

Josie Geller: That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

I haven't found one yet. Source: here and here