Now?

I want to know how it feels like to hold your hand at night

and how it feels like to wear your oversized button-down

how your collarbones smell like in the morning

how your hair smells like after shower in the middle of the night

how long your stubble needs to grow into beards

I want to know if you prefer the smell of rose over lily for your clothes

if you prefer to write on the bed, not on top of the kitchen table

if you prefer the black part of the oreo, and leave the cream part aside

if you have a favorite blanket when you were a kid

if you have a favorite store that sells the best ice cream in town

I want to know which book do you have in your library

is it Harry Potter or

Jane Austen's or

War And Peace or

Alice In Wonderland

I want to know do you have baggy clothes or fitted ones

do you have any secret tattoos

do you have any band t-shirts

do you have any guilty pleasure songs

do you have any favorite fictional characters

I want to know how it feels like to be your number one

and how it feels like to hold your heart

how it feels like to have your arms catch me

how it feels like to know your uttermost secret