Hugging Myself


earlier today my dear friend asked me if seeing my loved one, or perhaps the person that I really adore, could really change my mood or my day. I answered, no. they affect me, but only for feelings, they don't encourage me to study harder or work harder or do anything with more effort, they don't. they just lift up my mood. that's it. I don't really think relationships for me really affect the way I do things in my life. but I know one thing that does. those bloody coincidences. I mean... those coincidences only worsen my day. its not even the usual things anymore. help.

current love:
  1. 2NE1's It Hurts MV
  2. Vogue Korea: Andy Warhol and Edie Sedgwick
  3. Coco Sumner's Bohemian Love
  4. hot tea.
  5. long sleep after long day
  6. cutting shirts.